Pain Makes People Change: Unsolved Problem.

Around 2 weeks din blogging.Times goes so fast.Just in a sudden,two weeks had passed.
Many things had happened and they make me feel sad and happy.

Last week,I dont know why my mood will suddenly become down,expecially on Monday.Sorry everyone if I make you feel anything wrong or make you angry.There's just too many unsolved problem in my mind.

Last Sunday night,my mood is very good. Then,I online to do something. It's very late.It's around 1-2am. I thought my chatbox will be silent at this time. But,my friend still haven sleep yet. So,he come find me and chat with me. *Nah,dont ask me the gender of my friend.It's top secret.*

At first,we just chat about some random thing. But,I asked him a question. And this make the conversation go into a 'down' situation.We chat about many things and we try to solve the problem out.Suddenly,I dont feel like doing anything. I just put all the things on my table and focus on the topic.

One unsolved problem had appeared. Why it would become like this? All of this is unexpected. How I wish all of this is just a dream or maybe crap?!
But,I know it wasnt. ><

Another morning,have intersquad training. So,go school early for it.
My mood just go down when I'm in the halfway of my training.I feel strenghless to do anything.That day,is my worse day of last week.Maybe it also is the worse day of this year. ='(
My mood was -90 on that day.

Back from school. Had my emo time again. DISLIKE~!
But,I had changed.I dont want emo face.I want smiling face. =)
I just fake a smile and in the next second,my mood go up to 20.

I dont want this day come to my life again.I want everyday my mood is 100.
YEAH~~~ I know I can do this. =)

Except the emo Monday,others day is very happy. =D

Sometimes,fake a smile is a easy thing. But,in that moment,who will know that your heart are crying. ><
Anyway,I just hope that my life is always full with laughter or smile but not tears.= )

Nowadays,my friends will become emo in a sudden. I dont know why.><
''Why you so emo?" I think,I ask this question at least once everyday.
Maybe,they also same like me,there's just too much problem and they kept it in their heart.

Nvm,just hope they will be okay soon. =)